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I woke up exhausted for no apparent good reason. It's a horribly oppressive day here on cape. It's cloudy, warm, and not just humid but moist. Like a cold rainforest. It's supposed to become brutally hot once the mist burns off. I'm very much not looking forward to it.

GP is down and that's bothersome. It's been an interesting exercise to see how much I rely on the community there. Who would have thought that. I also can't get in touch with K without it and that's bothersome given what she's going through.

And I have my evaluation at work. I don't know why I'm nervous, they all seem very happy with me. We have never done evaluations prior to this. It's actually my suggestion because when I transitioned I had no evidence of past job performance other than them retaining me as an employee for five years. I suspect it will mostly be not an evaluation but a discussion about the projects going on. Still with someone here gunning for me, I'm always nervous about what's been reported.

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I woke up exhausted for no apparent good reason. It's a horribly oppressive day here on cape. It's cloudy, warm, and not just humid but moist. Like a cold rainforest. It's supposed to become brutally hot once the mist burns off. I'm very much not looking forward to it.

GP is down and that's bothersome. It's been an interesting exercise to see how much I rely on the community there. Who would have thought that. I also can't get in touch with K without it and that's bothersome given what she's going through.

And I have my evaluation at work. I don't know why I'm nervous, they all seem very happy with me. We have never done evaluations prior to this. It's actually my suggestion because when I transitioned I had no evidence of past job performance other than them retaining me as an employee for five years. I suspect it will mostly be not an evaluation but a discussion about the projects going on. Still with someone here gunning for me, I'm always nervous about what's been reported.